Please provide legal advice

Respected sir/madam, i am 25 year old married woman. i got married in may 2015. my husband does private job and having a good income. i have done b tech in mechanical engineering and pursuing m tech in thermal engineering. i started living with my husband from november 2015 because i was doing some research work out of station. our marriage was arranged. before and after started living with my husband he used to shout at me and used to make mental pressure at me so that i should feel guilty for every small thing. he made so much mental pressure at me that i came back to him without completing my thesis. after started living with him he didn't allowed me to do any private job. he said that i should prepare for private job. but he didn't give time for my study. after he come back from office i am not allowed to study. i have to do all the household work before he come back from office. i used to make his breakfast, lunch and all the housework. i am not allowed to talk anyone. he disrespect my parents and i am single child. after doing all his duties if by mistake any wrinkle is there on the bedsheet , he used to shout and taunt that what do i do for the day. i fall ill with living with him. i had continuous fever and several time urine infection but he hardly consulted the doctor by giving job excuses. i had to go to my parents for treatment everytime. then even after coming back from my parents he used to taunt that i dont want to live with him that's why i go to my parents. Meanwhile he switched his job and we came to U.P. after coming here condition is same. he is not allowing me to study. he make me to go to my in law's almost every week and my study got disturb. I fall ill every time. i am weak by health and almost everyday he torture me for that. he forcefully sleep with me and does unnatural act. i am having all the medical documents of medical bills which my father paid for me at my native after marriage. before marriage he is having an affair and his GF's messages, about his misconduct with her, is also with me. he used to contact with her after marriage thats why she messaged me to stop me. he shouts at me for that also. he give me food only but not money for my expenses. if i used a penny then it should be for house only and for that penny he shouts. i am eating, sleeping, doing household work and breathing only. i can't go back to my home because of my parents economical condition, and i am worried about my parents social prestige. i want to live with him but not want to be tortured, i want to maintain my dignity and my self respect. i want right to speak. i want right to study. i want my expenses till i got job. i want right to say no to sleep with him. i want right to have natural sex. i want mental freedom. i want mental care. i am in too much stress. i tried to commit sucide but since i am single child i din't dare to jump. but if the circumstances continued either i will sucide or i will become mad. i have started forgetting my own handwritten notes. i can't understand them. i forgets what i am going to speak. sir/madam is there any law please suggest me.