House arrest and not accepting love and forcing me for money

Hii I'm keerthi thota of 24 from hyderabad. Ours is single parent and from childhood our family was residing with maternal family. There they dont care and specially when ever i went out with freinds all family members will comeup together and physically tortures me from childhood and till now. Recently not recently in my graduation i had my love towards someone, its been 4 years and just from yesterday my mom is abusing me by her words by her actions threatening me to suicide or selfharm and she was giving me traumas from my childhood just traumas. Recently i joined an organization at google started working but didnt received 2months salary its been 3 months actaully first month we dont get salary due to training period for second month its been for bills and purchase 3rd its some delay in credit issue. And now she was threatening me to beat curse selfharm and her brother also beats me her aunt also beats me tortures me and cant even have food for a peace how should i leave they always say that you are a girl you shouldn't move outside you shouldn't raise your voice but why in modern days and forcing me to get money where should i get money sir please help me if they wont accept my love what should i doo