Sexual Harrasment

Hi I am married. And last year one of my old friend I always trusted had sex with me without my consent while I was under the influence of alcohol. Later he started emotionally manipulating me for sex. He also threatened that he will tell my parents and everyone about it. So I was kind of scared and did unethical things. A few months later, he became possessive and asked to marry him and tried to kill himself when I said no. I was so emotionally and mentally traumatized that I went into relation with him. We were in relation for 2 months and then everytime I wanted to breakup with him, he used to call me from different numbers and fight with me. Our relation went on and off. I was scared he will tell my family, then I was scared he might harm me or himself. I used to ask me if I love him or not.. and to leave my marriage ASAP. I had to infact closed one of my business as well bcoz I was so stressed that I couldn't handle it. In Jan, I decided to leave my marriage and marry him. He was very possessive. And he told his parents also. I used to give him cash money whenever we used to meet like in every two months. Last month, I told him I left my business and I will filling divorce with my husband. He said we can't be in relation. But he had sex with me. I said no so many times. In October also I said no but he used to forcefully have sex with me. I am not sure what to do. It was traumatic to me. I was bleeding and I had to go to doctor. He also hit me on my face when I said no to sex. He slapped me so many times. I forgave him for so many things and in the end he did this.