Mental and financial abuse leading to ending of my marriage

Hi, mine was a love marriage, so my in laws made my husband take loan for the wedding. He took loan of 10lakh and did not tell me about it. At the time we were in Dubai. After marriage I joined him and found out that he had a big loan and we togather started paying the loan as I could not see him struggle alone. Also this caused a lot of stress between our newly started marriage. Then recession hit and I lost my job and he had to send me back home. I was not happy about this as my in laws were not cooperative enough from the beginning. I stayed in my house for 8 months and looking at me being sad my father offered to help with the repayment of my husband s loan. We paid the loan and I joined back with my husband but the relationship was already strained. Later on once occasion my mother in law told me that they have 20lakh rupees kept as FD. They also told me that the money that my husband had sent them for marriage, they spend only 2 lakh and kept the rest to it as FD. This caused me lot of agony as they could have given our money to pay off our loan but they did not and my husband had to borrow it from my parents. We had lot of arguments I this respect and he did now want to believe me when I told him the truth. My brother in law and his wife also had been creating lot of fights between us. My mother in law prevented both my husband and me from going on a honeymoon trip. All these matter created lot of issues between us and we got into lot of fight with the fights resulting in physical violence. For which I seeked a protection order. Even now neither my mother in law nor my brother in law or his wife came to sort the matter between us. My marriage with my husband is almost over after we have had 2 kids because I insisted that he take the money back which eventually led to many other problems between my husband and me. We are on the verge of getting divorced but I feel the real master mind in spoiling our marriage is my parents in law and brother in law and his wife who even made a big scene on my wedding day as she was jealous of me on the day and she wanted to be the centre of attention. What can I do to get justice for my marriage failure and my kids future.