Abuse for sex

M 32 years old firewomen working in BMC in govt.job. I m seeking divorce from my husband on grounds of cruelty. He has abusing me from last 6 months. I was married with Salim in 2016 after that I got the job in Mumbai Municipal corporation in 2018. After that my in laws wants my salary in there hands but I was not gave them . That's why they torcher me behind his son. I discide to stay separate from in laws , i tod to Salim he was not supporting but as per his parents he live with me in dombivli. After 5 months I got pregnant I don't want chind cz of salims behaviour. He was not working. After getting pregnant I decided to stay with family cz of my first pregnancy I can't travel by train Vikhroli to dombivli. In laws told u cant come in my home. I was lived with my mother's home for 15 months after delivery I told to my mother, don't tell in laws i get delivered. But she told them. I get upsate. After that I was lived with in laws home. But in next couples of years they pronounced me as a theif. I asked to Salim , Can I steal? Salim said why my parents would lie. I felt so bad that I have been living separately since the second day. After 12 months, Salim took a house on rent and we shifted. After all this I lost my heart from Salim. I didn't want to be with him sexually. I don't feel for him. I told him everything but everyday he is accusing me of something or the other. My mother is taking his side. I have a 4 year old son. I am paying all his expenses. Now I want to get divorced but I am afraid that my son will get close to him. Please let me know if there is any solution for this.