Divorce

Hello sir, i want your suggestion as I'm stuck in critical situation. my wife always doubt on me that I have an affair and I'm not a good person, I make her believe in many ways that I don't have such things to do. I leave in abroad in this critical pandemic conditions I borrowed 2lacs and bring her here stay with me happily, but again she started same thing and same arguments. every day she use to torture me that she will do suicide and keep blame on me that I killed her. I have all recording about her misbehave and random days she use to slap me and pinch regularly. she have problems with my parents and sisters also, she put allegations on me that I beat her, i always thought that may be she fill be on some day and we will happy toghter, but after this much torture I understand that she will never change, and i cant take this relation further. I stuck in Saudi due to flights closer and my company is not permitting me to travel as my exit re entry permit can be issued only by company. I need your help to get knowledge that can I give divorce without India visit?