He ruined my life

Hello sir/Mam, I am 36 years old female unmarried. And my problem is as follows, I have worked on contract basis for a govt org. where i met my boss who is a civil servant. He said he is legally divorced and all alone. We liked each other and started dating. This dating went on from 2014-2018 during this time we went on road trips, hotels for food, and he offered me little money in form of cheques to buy food, clothes, parlours etc,. Assuming that civil servants wont lie due to their repuation and social status i fully believed that he is legally divorced. He got transferred to other state and he took me along with him aand started living in same house from 2018 april and upto october 2020, he gave me money in form or cheques and phonepay into my bank account to manage house rents, utility bills, internet bills, food,gas bills. We openly socialised as wife and husband and we went to several tourist places, hotels etc and even to a outof india trip for 4 days. He again got transfered in 2019 to another state and we did the same thing as above. We have also met several dignitaries including two state governeors on courtesy calls , where he introduced me as his wife. We were in physical relationship too. But all of sudden he started behaving weirdly since 6 months, he started abusing, threathening, assaulting, and avoiding me, I got suspicious and checked on his phone and laptop one day. And after lot of research i got to know following points. 1. He never gave divorce to his first wife ( he told me that he did) 2. He also had livein relation with another women after his first wife ( ended it just before getting onto me) 3. He also had short term relation women before that 4. I was his fourth victim 5. While he was with me he also exchanged vulgar sms/whatsapp messages with other women. the count goes upto total 3 women 6. To everyone he made false promises to marry and offer them life similar way he did to me. He also shared his office address and other details. When i raised my voice he left me alone and ran way to his home and not returning now. When taken into consideration he nearly cheated more than 6 women, in similar manner. He never allowed me to go out and work and i left my previous job before moving on because i trusted him and chosen to be a house wife. I am now rejected by him, rejected by my parents, i have very little or almost no money on me. I have endured everything just because i trusted him to be life partner. After this evidence ifeel cheated, raped and abused. What can i do now ? Please suggest me. I cannot afford to hire a lawyer i am totally helpless and feel suicidal because everyone isrejecting me. please suggest something