Mental and physical abuse in marriage

Meri shadi ke kuchh dino bad se mere pati mere sath maar peet karni shuru kardi, main pados mein kisi se baat nahi kar sakti apni marzi se kahin ja nahi sakti, t.v. par programme bhi apni pasand se nahi dekh yaha tak ki mujhe vote daalne tak ki permission nahi..Chhoti chhoti baaton par gaali, marna shuru ho jata hai, phir baad mein mafi maang lete hai par kuchh dino phir wohi sab. Mere saas sasur mere pati ka hi support karte hain..Saas baat baat par taane aur mere pati ko mujhe chhod dene ko kehti hai. Ye log chahte hain ki raazi raazi tum talaq dekar jao nahi to hume paise dene padenge. 2 baar maarne ki wajah se police bhi aa chuki par unke same sab innocent banne ka natak kar dete ..Police paband kar jaati kuchh din shanti phir usse jyada torture ki tumne police bulai.humesha socha shayad aage thik ho jaye par ab meri sahan shakti jawab de rahi hai agar mein ye sab sahti rahi to pagal ho jaungi ya ant mein kuchh kar na lu. sab bolte hain aurat ko ghar banaye rakhne ke liye sab sehna padta hai..Par aise to main apne aap ko hi kho dungi. ab is sab se nikalna chahti hu par nahi pata kaise? aur phir mera future kya hoga? talaq lu to kaise?