I don't want divorce

Hi my husband and I got married last year . Now my husband has send me back to my parents house. It's been 3months. Now he is telling he doesn't want to live with me. The problem is was living with him in Dubai . V don't have children yet. Ours I joint family. My sister in law(his brother wife) msgd me from India. V wr backbiting about our inaws and my husband younger brother. My sister in law cheated me by showing those voice msgs to her husband I.e my husband's elder brother. that voice msgs was send to my husband also. They all created a big prob cos of this. They say that I planned to separate brothers. And they say am a cheap minded girl. Whatever my sis in law said she deleted that and put all on me. And I was brought up in Chennai am from christian family and my husband is a Muslim. So there is loads of difference. I converted to Islam for my husband. I don't know what to do now. My husband is comparing me with my friends and also he is blackmailing me using the old photos which I took with my friends. And one more thing is I did a mistake want I was in Dubai. My dad was not feeling well and I asked my husband money he said he doesn't have . I was not working. One day I went to my friends house that time my mom called me and cried that my dad is not at all well no money to go to hospital. Frustrated I did a mistake by stealing my friends gold earrings . I took tat to a jewellery and asked money but in Dubai they won't give money for gold they said they can't. So scared I exchanged it. Last month wn my friend called and said her earring is missing I confessed to her that I Oly took it. She got angry and told to my husband. But I told and explained my situation to my husband but he is not willing to accept it. He says that am telling lie and I am athief. He cannot live with a thief or he can't live with a girl who backbites.. I accept and repent all my mistakes. Due to my situation I did it. I love my husband a lot but he hates me now. He says whatever I do he cannot live with me. I changed my religion name everything for him.. now am totally depressed I don't know what to do. He blocked me in everything. I can't contact him or his parents anymore. He thratens me saying if I go to court and if they accepts whatever I say he and his family will die. I don't wanna leave my husband. He says he will not apply for divorce. He will live alone till death. He said me also to live alone