unsuccessful mairege

Hello sir i am ashish from sultanpur u.p. Meri sadi jan 2011me hui.aur mai suru se is sadi ke khilaf tha bicoz mere gar se 5km ke tha.aur wo jab chahe gar ate jate rahte.mana bi kiya tha ki saadi nahi kar sakta muje apki beti me interest nahi.but mummy papa ke presar se muje karni hi pad gayi.us time mai samajik dabaw me bi muje jukna hi pada.ingagentment ke 8month badh ye sadi hui maine ise minimum 18 20times.talna bi chaha ki abi kuch nahi bigda. But prolem ye hai ki mai aaj bi akela hu aur apne gar se bi akela ladka hu.aur meri bibi sadi ke 6month bad mere kareeb aayi aur jab mai uski taraf juka to usne mera fayda.uthana suru kar diya.ki family se alag raho tab mai yaha ,rahugi mujse bina bataye apne gar chali jana lene jao to 10bahane.faltu. ki ladayi karke apne family ko bula lena ,farjy arop lagana ,police ki damki dena aise hi 2saal tak kiya aur 2saal se mere gar par nahi hai aur pahle bi 1month me 10din yaha to 20din mayke me.plz give me solution mai mental ho chuka hu.aur ab mai accept bi nahi karna chahta.kyoki mai apne din nahi bhool sakta sorry mai ab tak family ko bachane ke chakkar me ruka tha mai eklauta hu.