Mutual Divorce

From 1st September 2017 I was suffering with erectile dysfunction and on 18th september my wife decided to end the relationship. I begged her not to end and after two days I got doubt that she was having boyfriend and I suspected her. With the incident of me suspecting, she got furious and she made me feel guilt that now that you dont have trust and no intimacy, I will end the relationship and I will never come back. She was going to pubs with her friends and talking on phone with male friends. After 45 days I told about the issue to my father in law. This time she was more furious and made me feel more guilt by telling atleast I would have come back to you because of her parents. And she told that she will never come back and she told that she will stay with me for the sake of my daughter and told me that she will continue her lifestyle and I should not tell their parents about her lifestyle. If I tell her parents then she told that she will leave with my daughter. Since I love my daughter, I agreed . My mother in law wants to question my parents regarding erectile dysfunction but my wife stopped her. Now that my wife is going to pubs and had boyfriend. I am unable to tell this to my in-laws because there is no proof. She is telling me that we take divorce mutually and we should not tell to her parents. The issues are not known to my parents. I love my daughter but I am unable to tolerate the behaviour of my wife and I feel like taking divorce as she wants. But since I am a guy and I fear that my in-laws will beat me if I take divorce without their knowledge. My in-laws are strictly against divorce but my wife is telling that she is not happy with me and she is not telling that she had a boyfriend. My in-laws are rich than our parents and I am worried that if I make a big issue also they will blame us and make us stay together and my wife will torture me. Is there a way that we secretly take divorce. Kindly suggest a way ahead that we take divorce but my inlaws and my parents should not know. We both are staying under same roof till date for the sake of my daughter. My wife is telling that you can look for a girlfriend. I am in total dilemma. Please help