divorce

dear sir, my name is nidhi. i had married before 1 yr exaxtly. i had 8 yrs of love affair wid my bf b4 marriage n i wanted to get marry wid him. but my family was strictly opposite to our marriage. and b4 6 month of marriage my parents healtu.condition was so bad n i also hav younger sister. so bcz of parents health issue, not to spoil there position in society and not creat problem in.younger sisters marriage i got married. b4 marriage my husband family told us dat he has his own business n earning nearlly 3lakh annually. but after marriage now condition becomes very bad. his business was only to show. i hav never seen him earning. he did not yet spend a 1000rs rupees 4 me. bcz he dont money n he is not earning. now started job in another city n he is totally depend onme from last 6 months. he is searchingthe jobs but he was failed. living wid him its like a force. every night i feel raped, bcz i still miss him. my husband is more dan 40 n nt also sexually satisfy me. n main thing is money bcz to live money is necessar. ab kitne din main usse apne bharose palu. i dont think ki wah kuchh karega abhi bcz he cross his working age. so can i get divorce on this condition. qunki in sab me mentally n physically torture ho rahi hu. is bich me main mere bf se bilkul.b contact me.nahi hu. agar mere husband kama lete aur muze behtar future milta to thik hai main sab sah leti. lekin ab ma future stability hai na man layak parner . isse achha to main single rahu. kisi ke sath nahi. main yeh nahi kah rahi ki.muze divorce leke mere bf ke paas jane wali hu. bvz he is also married. i dont want to spoil.his life now. but i want to stay single.independent. i only tell about my affair to tell.my mental.condition. i think u can understand. ab muze iss mental chakki me nahi.pisna hai. ab muze akele jina hai. so can i get separate easily. plz suggest me.