mutual divorce?

I got married with this man 2 years back, it was arranged marriage, we did spent 6 months time before saying yes. As soon as we got married he turned out to be different horrible person me.. As he used to disrespect me and my parents, he used doubt on me for any stupid reasons possible, he had put impractical conditions on me and many times he used to leave the house at night after our fights. This was an everyday story and mental harassment for me and parents. Even from his family no one ever came to visit us and when I shared my problems with them, they said they didn't wanted this marriage, they agreed just coz of their son wanted to marry me. Eventually our fights got worse as i stop taking this shit and started reacting/answering him back in own dirty language. I didn't wanted to stay with him so I left my job and came back to my parents house and we filed a mutual consent divorce. This whole thing put me into depression and I couldn't do any job for past 6 months. Our 2nd sign is done and the final sign is due in June end. Even in the divorce process none of his family member ever showed their face and He's still blaming me for the divorce and everything. I have claimed nothing in the divorce but from past 6 months I'm just seating at my parents house and I have got multiple health issues now. My question is, 1. Can I ask for alimony now?? As I'm not earning anything. 2. If not, then can I atleast ask for the amount of money I have spent till now in this marriage?? 3. We had agreed for mutual consent divorce and that's why he came and quietely signed on the papers at family court but later he is still blaming me for divorce, and when he says such things, my parents thinks that I should still give me one more chance. All this feels like harassment, Can I straight take any legal action now?? Can anyone please help me?