My girlfriend is telling I will comment Sucide

I am 30 years old and was in a relationship with a girl for 1.5 months, now she is telling u spoiled my life by doing everything, I will die if u leave me , I will tell everything to my mom and then if she gets hurt u will c what will happen, And one day she sent a voice mess and said I left u don’t come in my life, next day she mess I am un well and I love u so much I can’t leave u , , I don’t know I went and told her in front off her friends also I cannot continue, she said ok and later she said u spoiled my life, am confused and I have done a mistake by telling I love u and will take care off everything, but the way she is doing I can’t accept her , she will surly spoil my life , I am confused and I have done a mistake by telling I love u and will take care off everything, but the way she is doing I can’t accept her , she will surly spoil my life , I have not had sex with her but she says u have touch and that is also enough I am not like other girls and u used me , if I ask is there any proof she say if I die u will know the proof that’s all she is not read to understand at all , I don’t know now what is going to happen to my life , I know it’s late to think I went behind the girl Kindly help me I am scared to comment Sucide and I love my family