Case under IPC 376/377/420/506 and SC-ST atrocity act

I am a 26 yr old girl belonging? to lower caste. I have filed a case against an 28yr old upper caste man who would force himself on me under false pretense of marriage and he used to threaten to kill me. I believed in his threats owing to the known fact of him carrying country made guns in his native place. He used to blackmail me with my nude photos and videos of which the forensics have found evidence in his mobile devices. This case is now pending with the apex court for his Anticipatory bail application. The justices have given us a cooling off period to check for any chances of reconciliation. However, unfortunately they aren't aware that he's already in another relationship (from whom he left me). He has thus offered me 20 Lacs to withdraw this case which is a big blow to my dignity. I want to settle this matter but not by taking money or going for marriage owing to my high self respect. I however fear that to save himself from going behind the bars he may agree to marry only to kill me later. I fear for my life a lot. I dont understand what to say to the judges, because i dont want to come across to them as a rigid person.