Not able to Pay Multiple Personals Loans

Respects Sirs, About 9 years ago I have taken 5 Personal Loans from multiple banks. The total sums to about 41 lacs. I was working in a MNC with a high pay package and the banks were able to provide me Personal Loans at ease. Due to economic downfall / recession I lost my high paying job and my life has been a huge struggle till date. Due to the harassment of bank personnel I even lost social status - my family members and even close friends avoided me completely. I was totally isolated from the society.I changed my phone numbers and started living without contacting any of my nearest and dearest ones for all these years. Its a traumatic state really. I wish no one in this world undergoes such an ordeal. Due to all these I am engaging in some part time jobs like teaching, consultancy and till today there is no stability of income. I really want to settle all my loans. For about 9 years I have saved some money which might NOT be sufficient to clear all the loans. The fear is - if I approach one bank, all the others might surround me to pay up the dues and even if I take time they constantly keep bombarding me. I am undergoing a lot of depression. I beg, can someone please help me. Thanks in advance. Kumar SM