i'm a married lady since last 3.5 years, the person i'm married with is unsound and i came to knew about this situation on day of my marriage but for the sake of my family respect i had to accept it.
From that day my life became like hell because every one has some dreams for his or her future and this is something none could think of but i kept staying with my husband family initially it was good for first 2-3 days till the time there relative were there at their home.
After all that wedding function and all they started putting pressure on me not to talk to any relative & not even my parents, i had to wait for weeks for a phone call and that too i have to take in front of there family member.
This is something no girl would should tell this openly, one night when all family member were slept cousin of my husband along with my husband came to my room and started talking cheep & vulgar and tried to rape me, any how i get rid both of them and i got knife with which i had cut my hand.
what was more pathetic none was from those disgusting family member came till the time i blooding came out of that room and then they both including those family member who knew all this but presenting like this girl got mad and cut her own hand because of his some other issues.
i immediately ran away from that home and lodged complaint against all this issue and that brother in law was arrested by police but later on from family concern my force from my maternal end i had to withdraw that case.
believe me they are very cheap people many of there family member and there relatives and i have phone recording of one of them and after all this issue i asked them to give me back whatever my parents had given them in terms of dowry they said they have invested all that and there are few other issue onto which they have spent it.
From then onward i have been staying my maternal relatives & once in while i do go to see mother in law as and when she calls me up or my mother and it's just for 2-3 days for taking care of her. she had been forcing me to forget all that but to be very honest no girl can forget all this.
Anyhow i was just living my life later on i thought of that since this guy my husband is mad and i'm not a working woman and many people of their family members have eye on whatever property they do have, so why not to make myself capable enough and start working.
Thus one day when my mother in law called me too see her i went over there and i had stayed with her approx 1 month and later on joined computer course and i told her that i want to do job but was not aware she will make huge drama for it.
Approx 1 week back she thrown away the induction and forced me to cook on woods, i said her i have never cooked over fire wood but still if you want i will but everuything went wrong those chapati was over cooked and what drama she made of it... she went of street and shouted ye aata hai ise... iske ghar waale m............d and started abusing to my family my relatives and my brothers after which i just asked her shall i tell what your brother asked me to do shall i make everyone listen what he said to me (i had recording of him) and then she was like tera khana peena haraam kr dungi and all.
i went to my room and slept and next day in morning she threw away the glass of water from my hand she broke auro water connection and slapped me for nothing and said he yhi marwa dungi or kr lenge tere ghar waale jo krna hoga.
i called up my brother at first mughe yha se le jaao and then i called brother of my mother in law for settlement purpose that why she is doing this way.
Now i'm feeling really help less what shall i do everything in my life is puzzled....
what i feel worse about it that they made my life worse and wasted approx 4 years of my life.
they have beaten me, they have scarify me and i cant get the money back which my parents had invested on my marriage and giving them in dowry.
please i seriously need help...