Pareshan ho gayee hun

sir meri sadi ek ladke se ho gyee . sadi ke 2 mahina k baad pata chala ki wo bahut daru pita hai. 4 months ke baad marne bhi laga yahee roj-2 hota tha or mujhe dhamki deta tha ki ye sab baat ghar wale ko mat batana nahi to jaan se maar dunga. tab mai kisi ko nahi kehti thi. jab mai pregnet huwee to hospital m admit karwaya fir hospital ka sara kharcha mere mayke wale ne diya maie ek beti ko janm diya . fir ladka ghar le jane ke liye aaya or ghar le gaya jaise hi ghar gai to meri sas or nanad me mere baal pakad k marne lage kyonki mujhe ladki huwee thi . fir mere mom dad kisi tarah mujhe aapne mayke le gaye wanha mai 5 mahina rahi fir wo aaya or mafi mang ke legaya . fir wanha le jake 2 week ke baad roj mujhe marta ha or talak dene ki baat kahta hai abhi meri beti ki umar 2 sal ki hai . mere ghar wale kahte hai ki kisi tarah thik ho jaye to thik hai rishta na tute or mujhe hi samjhate hai . par ladka hamesh divorce ki baat karta hai kabhi kehta hai ki tum dono meri jindgi hai or ek pal m ma beti ko chhor dene ki baat karta hai . jab bhi meri beti ya mai bimar hoti hun mujhe mayke bhej deta hai or wo apneghar chala jata hai . wanha jane ke baad phone pr bahut ganda ganda gali deta hai har bar divorce dene ki baat karta hai . 3 baar ghar aake ladai karta hai fir mafi mang k le jata hai . fir wanha le jake bahut marta hai . beti ko bhi mar deta hai . mai kya kroo samajh m nahi aara hai . dimag bahut tension m rahta hai agar mujhe divorce de dega to bachhi kiske pass rahegi or mujhe pati k ghar se kuchh sampati milega ki nahi mai chahti hun ki bachhi mere paas rahe mai hi uska parwaris karu .