Being Tortured by my husband from last 7years

My name is Neha. My husband abuses me mentally as well as physically.Sometimes he threatens to kill me and sometimes he says that he will take away my nerotypical child from me as he has money and will do whatever he wants and will take revenge from me if i file any case in court against him. My parents are not well off so they always force me back to him. My child needs Therapies but if he is not willing to pay for therapies he doesnt send him & prefers to keep him at home as he calls him mad and therapies as a wastage of his money. From last 7years i m struggling to stay in this relation, when his parents come to his house he kicks me out of his house and says ur parents didnt give any money for this house and as my parents dont like you so i dont want that u should stay here. His name is Deepak Raheja. He was already married and i came to know it after marriage. He lives in kurukshetra & whenever he is with his mother who incites him to a great extent to torture me and break the relationship he never calls or messages even if i m not well he doesnt care at all. He works in Tcs and has good income. Next week he is going to France and has earlier been on many onsites bcoz he values money but doesnt like to spend. He spends money through credit card even if he has cash and told me many times when angry that i do this to keep a record to show it to third party as we have already gone to women cell in panipat 2times but he accuses me and them after coming out. He threatens me that he will leave his job and transfer his newly owned property like other ones on his parents name and ask his parents to fakely disown him and will keep living with them so as to make us beg and suffer. Please help me show me the right path i need legal advice i dont have money and in my parents like always i should go back and bear everything as thats the only place for me after marriage and i should die from there. Thanks. Regards, Neha