Mental torture

I have been married for ,3 years and I have been working the same way how my in laws wanted to. Ours was a inter faith marriage. My in laws are hindu and m Christian. There are many things which i would like to share. The responsibilities were not completely given in my hand but I was blamed for it. They are not satisfied the way I look. Iam also a working women. I always tried to mend my timings according to them as they must not face any difficulties. I supported them in all way. But still after all that, they told me m not a family person. I don't have talent. I look ugly. Their son would be happy with someone else and many things . In my 3 years of marriage, I have noticed that my FIL and MIL doesn't talk with each other due to arguments among them. So I was a mediator between them for food and all that stuff.FIL has stopped eating food in the house. My MIL blamed me for that stuff , that I need to keep checking my FIL. I said I did. She's like you don't know how to handle. You just want to run away from problems. I said me and husband will shift from here . If you have lots of burden to keep us. She even asked me to move from their house immediately. She asked me to leave for Christmas immediately. I even said not so soon. I convinced her. After that she started mental torture. She started taunting me. She even said people don't know how to buy ration from out but they know how to eat (let me remind you, she never allowed me to take responsibilities) I felt really bad . I stopped eating my breakfast and lunch at home. When her mood was good she asked me why you not taking lunch to office , I said simply coz I get in office many stuff (I djdnt wanted to spoil the atmosphere of house) . Now when I want to go to my parents house for Christmas for 10 days. She's denying it.shes like your FIL AND MIL are not well. Why will you go. I have yoga and a to manage . How can I manage cooking in the morning. I said I have to go church on Sunday . She's like you need to tell them that we are not well. Also I have not been to churbh after my marriage coz I was busy making them (my in law's) happy and now I get this in return . She's threatening me that she will call my parents and ask them to send me only for 3 days. My parents may agree as she's very good in manipulation. She's completely well. She just have acidity. She can work too. I have many issues like such to mention. But I can't. Please help me. M falling into depression and I may do something. Atleast give me a number to speka to someone about her torture on daily basis as I can't remember each and every day torture and spoil my health. Please someone hear me on daily basis. Please. Help me