Want to live saprate with my baby.

Hi, I want to get an advise well this is my second marriage first marriage happened when I was 23 years old and I loved with that person for 3 years and took mutual divorce coz he was very aggressive and physically abusive there was no child coz he was not interested in any physical relationship so we decided to went for mutual divorce on aug 2016 u got my decree thn I never thought to get married again but thn family pressure I got married in February 2019 with a punjabi guy through a matrimonial site he is also divorced and I got pregnant in March after only a month I got pregnant but after when I got married I saw a different face of my husband and his family there is his younger brother and father in the family and every member of the family is always shouts on each other even my husband is very aggravated kind of a person he always fights in very little little things any how still I thought things will get better but it didn't and when my baby was born I get an msg from a philipin girl who sent me some adult chats of which my husband has sent well I confronted him he just gave lots of excuses but thn I left that and move on and he have habbit of doing chats to random girls on facebook and my baby was born in november he don't have any interest in physical relationship he don't talk to me I even now don't like to talk to him his father even fights a lot with him coz of his behavior he is very bossy and he is earning good but he never thought to give any single penny if I don't ask well till March I didn't ask for a single penny coz of covid he do everything for his child but we have lots of differences which he only made co of his family and now I m at my parents home he was also with me he lived here we left his house co of his father as he fought with him and called police and I also had a fight with my husband so I decided to leave but thn his father fought him he also came with me and then calls started to coming from his relatives n all that go there so he left us as I didn't want to go there coz I don't want to raise my baby in that condition where everyone talk to each one very badly where i don't get respect now I just want to know that I want to live separate but don't to divorce and it should be mutual but I don't want him to go for any legal process and what maintenance I will get if I am not earning though I am searching for a job I was working when I got married but after I delivered I left my job to raise my baby and till I was working my husband never give my any money nor I asked but now as I have a baby and I am at my mom's place from last 2 months and even from the 7th month of delivery I was at my parents house till my baby become 4 month and when I went there I get through lots of fights and dramas over there till then I do up down to my parents.. there is no reason to live with then...though I really want my husband to give me respect and love and the way I do but I feel he just don't love me now..