What to do I knew its late

Hello everyone, I need uer help. M married lady I got married last 27,2017 November month. My story is long Mere inlaws ne shaadi k agle din se he mujhse paiso k liye bolna start kiya, in night mere husband niche room m aaye and kaha ki tere or mere beach m understanding nhi h, or yahi baat unhone shaadi se ek month pehle bhi kahi thi, bt still wohi sab baat to maine kaha thik h understanding bna lete h abb. Or wo raat ko phone m game khelne lag gya. Agle din uski badi sis aai or kehne lagi or bhai teri raat kaisi rhi?? To husband ne kaha kaha kuch krne nhi diya. M shocked ye kya hua.fir bolne lage mujhe to kisi ne car bhi nhi di na he branded kapde. .. Fir inke dost ki sis ki shaadi Daaru pikar aaye or bolte shaadi ki h chahe to jabardasti kr skta hu tere saath or tu rok nhi skti. mujhe to bahar jana tha!6 lakhs rupees chahiye thea isliye maine shaadi ki meine apne parents k kehne pe shaadi ki. M dar k side ho gai,uske agle din hum Pooja k liye ghar aa rhe thea sasur ji ne kaha tum 14 lifafe le aana wo kam diye thea baratiyo ko dene h. Meine apne parents ko bola and unhone diye. In night I tried to do what he want so he said side ho ja mera mood nhi h. Then honeymoon jaane k din he told me on bed mein sirf upper upper se play karunga niche se nhi.then mere saath galat harkat then pikar aaye or shout krne lage ki divorce de dunga tujhe to tu or tere maa baap ki izzat chali jayegi. Mein ladka hu mera kuch nhi jayega. And waha pe bhi ulta bolne laga honeymoon pe log suhagraat manate h.nd asked to my frend iska koi bf h kya pehle. Hum wapas aa gye,, he shared all personal things to their parents so my sasu maa told me agar chaahe to rape bhi kr skta h pati h tera my sasur ji also said to kya hua agar tum mere bete ki Iicha puri nhi kr skti. Mard se control mahi hota. Agar pagal bhi h to tumhe dekhna h ki kaise apne paas rkha jaaye usse. After 2-3 days saasu mom taunting me (dever) teri shaadi hum banaya se karenge atleast 25 lakh rupees or car to milegi. Or fir paiso ka or dar ka silsila chalta rha mujhe chhodkar jaane ki dhamki di meine apne parents se kaha to bhaiya ne kaha ki marriage register krwa lo aap log. Then my husband told me dekha tere ghar wale dar gye. Nhi karaunga register. Overall Or khud se kuch hota nhi mere character ko nilaam mere parents k saamne bhi bed ki baatein boli gai, sasural walo ko paisa or husband ko sex.. Or itna hote hote aaj 2 saal se jyada ho gye. Daily marna mood ho to baat warna gharwalo ko mere liye ulta or juth bolna paise ki demand salary lena. Or baar baar dhamki dena, dusri ladki laane ki dhamki dena or parents se bolo to unka kehna bacha h wo. Mere character pe ungliiii uthana or fir kehna kisi or mard ko sula a h isse apne bed pe. Mujhe suicide k liye Uksana. Or last mujhe laat mari or mere head m muka mar k upper parents k pass ki mein to mara nhi lekin ye gaali or maar rhi h. Kya kru?