Mental Harassment by Husband & Inlaws

I got married in Oct 2016, since my marriage my husband is comparing me to other girls & say things about his ex girlfriend. things like "I kept her happy & can keep u also - While me hugging him" or "My Ex looks like her- at the time of our marriage registration". I went to his brother's place with him & his parents, i got sick & was admitted into ICU for Complete 1.5 month, he & his family paid for that but when i came from the hospital they acted differently - They keep my stuff at different place, they left me in the room alone- my husband spend all the time with his parents & at night when he comes to sleep - again he goes out of the room (i was so weak that i can't able to move on my own), for food they said that "No one is your servant, Eat whatever we are giving you". i asked my parents to take me to their house, they nursed me for the whole month & when i was able to do my things own i came back to my husband's place - in the mean time my husband didn't bothered to stay connected - he called me hardly for 10 times or visited me thrice because i requested him to come, his parents visited me twice their second visit was when they come to take me back. they leave me at home alone when i am sick. my husband spend all the time with his parents or over the phone. When i came back i got my husband's mobile in which i went to a conversation over whatsapp with some girls in which he was showing his love & care for her (At the time when i was in pain, sick & getting healed at my parents place), I caught him watching porns in washroom ( he said i am making ppt - official work) & when i confronted him he tries to blame me & said ok i was alone so needed someone , he said he wont repeat so i for the sake of everything compromised with him but they hide things from me, the all went to places & dont tell me. I was always their for them whenever needed when they are sick, having family function & visiting anyone, b'ut my grandmother died firstly my husband told me "why are u going so early- Abhi cremation thodi na h", then No one went for cremation he husband told my mother that he will visit on Kriya, then I requested his mother(who was out of india) to tell his son then he visited. Now My husband went to US(says its an Official Trip for 1 week) its being one month now - he stopped calling me or answering my calls after 1 week but he is calling his family on regular basis, i dont know where he is or when he will be back. when i confronted his parents they said my son is busy he went their for work not for giving u report of every second. My husband & his parents taunt me for spending money on me for treatment. I am so depressed & feel like not having any family of my own, i dont want to bother my family always as they are also having limited resource. I tried to kill myself under all these circumstances , he manhandled & dragged me many times during fights.I dont demand for money from him - working & keeping my own expenses Kindly suggest.