Break up

Hi, Main ak ladki huin..nam bolna nehi chahati huin... Main 9 years sey ek ladke k sathe relation main huin...uske sathe mera relation husband wife jausa hi hain..lekin registry nehi huya....1 year sey hum ligo k bech jhagra jhamela kuch jayda ho raha tha...mujhe khuch ajib lag raha tha..main uske upar dout kar rahi thi....lekin mere dimag ek bar v koi ladki wala dout nehi aya...uska harkat mere frnd ko bola to o log bol raha tha ki kuch ladki wala story ho sakta hain...lekin main trust nehi kiya...12th march 2019 hum logo ka rlsn ka 9 th years complete huya...usdin hi mere haat mei uske sathe ek ladki ka registry sertificate mila..o ladki uska ex tha...un logo ka registry huya 12 august 2018 ko.. 1 year nehi huya avi tak..registry hine k bad v o mere sath nrml rlsn hi continue kar raha tha...husband wife k rlsn jaysa hota hain waysa...hum logo ka busines v ek sath hain....ab main keya karu...mein kuch kar sakti hu keya..??? O mujhe sindur v pahenayi thi 8 year pahele...lekin koi proof nehi hain...hum logo ka issue v a gaya tha...lekin tab main chote the isliye abotion karna pada...main usko koi saja nehi dena chahati....o ladki ko saja dena chahati huin nd humra rlsn to legaly proof karna chahati huin...yea proof karna chahati huin ki unlogo ka registri illigeel hay...yea ho sakta hain keya???or ek chees...main hindu huin nd o muslim hain....or o ladki v hindu hain